mercury01

Mon, 26 Oct 2009 17:35:48 GMT

I've got things to do.

Wed, 08 Apr 2009 06:02:34 GMT

I dont feel good

:/

yayyy

Sat, 31 Jan 2009 11:32:00 GMT

Dancing is the shit

even if you are sober :)

andd

Thu, 29 Jan 2009 06:08:42 GMT

day3- good
day4-fail
day5- good but no glowsticks :[

lol ok so

Tue, 27 Jan 2009 23:49:46 GMT

day1- fail
day2-super fail
day3- doing good so far :)

Sun, 25 Jan 2009 22:00:56 GMT

"Guess What Nada"

"I am still cig free! Thanks in a very large part to you.
-saxby "

I love helping other people... but its about time that i start helping myself more

I really dont want to do this...

but here we go, a little experiment.

today, sunday

Day 1 without cigarettes

Lets see how long this goes.

sooo

Sun, 18 Jan 2009 16:26:11 GMT

Conclusion: sober raves are really fun
and freddie mercury is THE rock god... http://uk.news.yahoo.com/35/20090109/tmusic-rock-god-freddie-mercury-716af92.html (Duh)

mah feets hurt

Happy New Year!

Thu, 01 Jan 2009 14:57:38 GMT

I think i enjoy sober raves better hahaha

feels weird to be able to sleep lol

Ugh

Fri, 07 Nov 2008 20:30:16 GMT

i had alot of dreams about the grays last night

and they all started by me waking up from the last one

rararaarrr

fuck

Thu, 06 Nov 2008 03:53:42 GMT

okay

day 1 sober, hard but im ok

i can dooo disss lol

Sat, 18 Oct 2008 01:40:40 GMT

ugh/.///......

Thu, 16 Oct 2008 17:59:35 GMT

Im wasting my time

Sun, 21 Sep 2008 15:43:21 GMT

Need to do the things i know i need to do

but this damn computer keeps sucking all my attention to itt

ahhh get awayy

hahahaha

Wed, 17 Sep 2008 06:01:48 GMT

Awkwarrddd moments

Mon, 15 Sep 2008 02:24:53 GMT

the majority of this weekend was awesome

i didnt enjoy everyone being so fucked up

but still had a great time, ughh im sooo exhausted

i would sleep but then my parents would be like.... why sleep so early?

UR ON DRGUS!!

yepp...

fuckit

goodnight <3

wierdest dream

Mon, 08 Sep 2008 12:58:33 GMT

I had the wierdest fucking dream

wtf man

lol

why do i keep dreaming about pokemon wow creatures

and giant moons

and living on mountains

and lemon ice cream that ends up being gross green gel shit

damn

Sat, 06 Sep 2008 15:11:09 GMT

quitting smoking pot is a bit harder than i thought it would be.

Yesterday i found myself wanting to get some of my weed and taking it home to smoke at night and not letting anyone know about it because i knew they would be upset. But it was not because of them, it is because i knew I would be upset.

so then i was opening the jar and deciding what to take when i was like. WOW you are such an addict what the fuck are you thinking... I mean weed is not that hard of a drug but Still...

If you search hard enough you will always find something to justify your actions. But that does not make them any better

sooo today is day 7 without smoking weed... woot!

I think this is the longest I have gone since i started smoking... Going to go for 2 weeks before i even consider doing it again. What i want to learn is moderation, i don't care for the extremes as that is just an easier path. I want to know why not just completely deny it.

I have been having such an amazing week though, even without the weed. It is only the past 2-3 day's that it really bothers me. A funny thing is though that Besides the random cravings i really cant tell much of a difference between being high or sober all day.

I don't miss being high really, the only think i miss is the rush of a really fat hit as it travels through your body and then completely takes you over... I had such a tolerance that smoking .5 at once was the only thing that would really affect me, most everything else would just make me sluggish and retarded.

Hahhaa

have a good day guys <3

hhahahah

Fri, 05 Sep 2008 19:28:11 GMT

my parents just got an Imac

and my dad is in awe at what it can do

he freaked out cuz he didnt know how to close a window

so

Sun, 31 Aug 2008 15:56:56 GMT

Everything strangely fell into place yesterday

at least for me

I so needed to learn a lesson

Sun, 20 Jul 2008 02:14:09 GMT

Last night was so funnnn

with the exeption of that irish guy getting stabbed and then laying there dying with a wound to the stomach for 30 minutes because people didnt want to call the cops

sweeeetttt

Legalize it

Mon, 07 Jul 2008 08:28:49 GMT

and all we see

Mon, 30 Jun 2008 00:19:20 GMT

is made of Moonlight

drifting from dream to dream

Cant get this song out of my head

Wed, 18 Jun 2008 14:41:15 GMT

I look down on the city
It's burning, It's burning
Everything's prettier at night
The flames are all leaping
they're eating the buildings
Orion lets give her a chance
The stars stars are all twinkling
they're mirroring the dancing
of the flames as they reach towards the sky
I'm hoping and I'm praying for a better tomorrow
atleast one that isn't so bright

The fire is growing, engulfing the city
the flames are warming my bones
the light is so bright that the stars are forgotten
the only god left is the moon
The people are crying, shouting, screaming they're dying
those living are left without homes
but their houses were built on the blood of some mother
another who is yet unknown

And i want to go down there and walk through the city
heat from my heart in those flames
I see someone standing, a stranger in shadows
I greet him, he calls out my name
I say "Ra we've succeeded, the city is defeated
we accomplished wherefor we came"
He says "fool don't you know that's the work of no mortal
the sun and the stars are to blame"

The fire has burned out, the embers are cooling
The ash falls, it looks just like snow
The children who survived and the ghosts of those who didn't
are playing like there's no tomorrow
in the center of the city, the old gods are gathered
to survey their new masterpiece
they discuss the pros and the cons of destruction
and welcome the newly deceased
and orions still laughing, hes holding his sides
as he rolls on the floor in the sky
as i realize i'm not an immortal
the stranger in shadows appears at my side

IM GRADUATING

Fri, 13 Jun 2008 22:34:54 GMT

HOLY FUCKING SHIT NO WAY!?!?!?!!?

AHHH

seriusly didnt think it would happen up until the end of 6th period today

Mon, 19 May 2008 12:42:09 GMT

i need to grow up and start taking care of myself

stop my childish ideas